Each person who lives a very basic life has an interesting chapter in their life which is just heroic, unimaginable or a forgotten tale. Being an ordinary in current life situation is highly difficult and upon that if people judge on that situation again worsens. But we forget the fact that any person living a simple life has a reason behind it.

Whatever may be a person’s mental state or situation now, how bad the person might be now, but there would have been a day when the person did a miraculous job in his life where they felt joyfull and happy Every ordinary , every bad person, every individual with any character is an extraordinary person with their own story to tell.

Never judge a person on the current state ,may be there are numerous conditions which drived to that state but who knows that person might be god to some one unknown or someone known some day behind which we never tell to anyone until it has to be told.

A smiling face and relieved feeling, thats an ordinary person being an extraordinary. Be an ordinary with an extra ordinary life in it. You are sad at moment , stressed at this moment let that be ,it wont last and may be thats a new chapter for your extra ordinary life.

By terming Future itself its equivalent of being clueless, but there are some paths which your mind automaticallly defines for like next 5 years minimum !!!

Life just gives you so many roads to take forward your journey, but we as a human being always choose the road which is always filled with dreams, filled with options , filled with least risks. But we everytime forget that , the more easy the road you think, the more test of your patience. May be thats why someone said choose the road which is less taken…

Go with the choice where least people have their opinion and your opinion becomes the road to many others. But when we choose the most used path, its filled with lots of opinions and along with it comes the objections based on different perspectives. When we talk about perspective its always confusing because one may be right in their perspective but at same time someone else can feel it totally wrong. So if a path is least chosen , the perspectives also remains least which means its your adventure.

Try to make your own adventure and not to fall to someone else adventure and then regret for not being different. Theoritically it seems quite simple, but when it comes to real life a lot of emotions, attachments , dreams , society , all of these just hit with each other in your mind and then just quit to take the path most taken because thats the safest way.

Never know if your future is good or bad but make your perspective in a way that whatever happens the opinions are less and you seem right to the rest of the world and create your own history in making !!

Giving this clueless future some rest and on to the next clueless adventure for tomorrow with lots of drama , tensions and confusions !!!

कुछ बातें मु पर अटकी हुई है

कुछ बातें अनकही सी

बोलूं या ना बोलूं

शायद ये कश्मकश ही ज्यादा मज़ा है

बोलती हूं फिर कभी जब लंबी सी फुरसत मिले

या फिर बस उसको यादों में ही बसा लूं

People say when you face any difficulty in life, thats a lesson taught and that we learn to be more stronger. Let me rephrase that, when you face any difficulty may be that person is defined to be able to tackle n number of difficulties and enlighten the path for themselves and also for the closed ones.

Each phase of your life from a kid to old age, we are being traumatized with hurdles or some with no hurdles at all still being traumatized of not getting hurdles. Nobody ever get satisfied with anything we get in life, everything we decide is meant to be as a lesson learnt or taught.

Each phase of your life, you meet plenty people who make you to take some extreme decisions and then just vanish. Another lesson learnt or is it taught. Every person we meet in life give us some reason to have belief in ourselves ,that we are capable of something but at same time if we do not recognise that same person can be the reason for your failure till the end of life.

Accept and expect life is not so smooth road where we will just learn good lessons and become wiser, there are some paths which we have to go through learning wierd and bad lessons that may be taught to some other person.

You never grow until you know that whatever happens is a lesson learnt or taught, but never fall in the gamble of lessons where you forget what actually you are meant to be.

I never get the meaning of selfless. Dictionary meaning implies you think more on other people’s interest than your own. But is that even possible for a person to be living his whole life selfless.

To decide not to follow your interest and apply some one else does mean that the person is bound to you and you are doing for them because you want them to do like that. How do you term that as selfless and is it not selfish for you to wish something they want , to be given by you.

A person always does or takes some decision for himself at first and then thinks of the effects of it. In these terms we cannot be selfless at all. Being selfless means you do not have your own identity and you want to build some one else identity just for no reason !!!

I do see a meaning for being selfless to a person you love the most , because you want them to happy . But its not okey if the other person has reverse wish and does not even care or respect on your selfless personality.

I love being selfish at some point where I can be at my decisions and be happy at my decisions . But at same time some times I feel , may be being selfless might be the ideal characteristics to get rid of all attachments , emotions , goals. Just getting happy for your deeds to others.

May be some day I find an answer to it or may be i do not but I will still not be okey with a person who just be selfless for no reason and do not have a self opinion on anything except others life.

When do you say you are confused 🤔. I wonder if a life would even be fullfilled without a single confusion. You say you are determined, you say you are confident but deep inside you are still not sure. The question keeps on coming : are you doing it right, what if its wrong , what if it does not end well, what if it hurts me badly…what if !! what if!!! and n number of what if’s…

If you are not confused on your decisions, remember you never took a right decision…at some stage of life the regret takes back on to the state where you took decision without even thinking of the what if’s. Am i over thinking it 🤕🤕🤕 may be yes… Is it good!?? May be yes or may be No…yet again confusion 🥴🥴

Just let the confusion to be as it is , let it give you an answer or let it not but do not fall to trap where you never come out of the confusions ,then you never try to live it. Your existence gets questioned when you do not respond. So be it , be confused but be not a slave of it.

January to December how the months ran nobody can understand ever. Time runs like as if it is participating in Olympic’s running race, as if it is competing with the life to run as fast as possible to complete the cycle of life.

It all started with a feverish mornings, pains all around, no energy days of January sitting idle at home. Had lost all hopes in life it seemed like all the worlds cursing has been put on me. But that too surpassed like lightning and there it goes life turning February enters.

You feel happy with all what you have if you are satisfied with what you have. The not satisfied part of my mind start arguing to just get out of the cage and try something new, to try something adventure. Who knew one fine morning I would just decide to quit my job without having a back up or without thinking of the circumstances or consequences I would face. Its true that once you decide something thinking over it would complicate things and end up in failure.

And there it goes the three months of daily tension and worries for how its going to be without any job in hand. I do believe in destiny and now a lot because the time where I thought no one would be with me for this risky decision there were people who were always by my side or let me put it like they were just one step away to do anything for you. Its always luck to have people in life who value you more than you do yourself.

As mentioned Destiny it was defined for me, when I thought its all over am gonna end up with some job and risk for the consequences, there I get a job, a bunch of colleagues who inturn become a bunch of friends who we just have fun with and share the same thoughts. I always had a doubt on my capability and this job made me realise you were never a failure, you were never a boring person.

And here it is December with all the happy endings, I have got gems of my life. Friends for life who I never thought would be even part of my story in life and a bunch of friends who taught me never ever worry about the other people’s comments, you are the owner of your life. You are the king and you do what you feel is right rest believe in destiny. Destiny never fails you to surprise with new beginnings, when one chapter of the story ends it just opens a fresh beginning of another one, just enjoy it.

Forget the Past, Learn from it, Life will gift you with a New Present🎁

May be if there was an award for being the worst daughter, then it would be me !!! Always mom would be in the hatred list from childhood.

But how much ever i hated her , how much ever i have argued with her, deep inside i also know at the end you feel peacefull when she keeps her hands over you and says ‘it will be alright, do not worry’.

We take her lightly, we do not take her emotions seriously never ever. But at the end whenever something goes wrong she is our last hope!!!

May be till now I do not understand value of her, may be I will when I become mother. The word itself when said has many emotions coming over but still people fail to understand it..

May be the world will go against but the only one person who would be standing beside me, that would be you MOM.

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ಮನೆ ಮುಟಿದ ಮೊದಲ ಮಾತು ಕೇಳುವುದ, ಅಮ್ಮ ಎಲಿಧಿ.

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