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When do you say you are confused 🤔. I wonder if a life would even be fullfilled without a single confusion. You say you are determined, you say you are confident but deep inside you are still not sure. The question keeps on coming : are you doing it right, what if its wrong , what if it does not end well, what if it hurts me badly…what if !! what if!!! and n number of what if’s…

If you are not confused on your decisions, remember you never took a right decision…at some stage of life the regret takes back on to the state where you took decision without even thinking of the what if’s. Am i over thinking it 🤕🤕🤕 may be yes… Is it good!?? May be yes or may be No…yet again confusion 🥴🥴

Just let the confusion to be as it is , let it give you an answer or let it not but do not fall to trap where you never come out of the confusions ,then you never try to live it. Your existence gets questioned when you do not respond. So be it , be confused but be not a slave of it.

January to December how the months ran nobody can understand ever. Time runs like as if it is participating in Olympic’s running race, as if it is competing with the life to run as fast as possible to complete the cycle of life.

It all started with a feverish mornings, pains all around, no energy days of January sitting idle at home. Had lost all hopes in life it seemed like all the worlds cursing has been put on me. But that too surpassed like lightning and there it goes life turning February enters.

You feel happy with all what you have if you are satisfied with what you have. The not satisfied part of my mind start arguing to just get out of the cage and try something new, to try something adventure. Who knew one fine morning I would just decide to quit my job without having a back up or without thinking of the circumstances or consequences I would face. Its true that once you decide something thinking over it would complicate things and end up in failure.

And there it goes the three months of daily tension and worries for how its going to be without any job in hand. I do believe in destiny and now a lot because the time where I thought no one would be with me for this risky decision there were people who were always by my side or let me put it like they were just one step away to do anything for you. Its always luck to have people in life who value you more than you do yourself.

As mentioned Destiny it was defined for me, when I thought its all over am gonna end up with some job and risk for the consequences, there I get a job, a bunch of colleagues who inturn become a bunch of friends who we just have fun with and share the same thoughts. I always had a doubt on my capability and this job made me realise you were never a failure, you were never a boring person.

And here it is December with all the happy endings, I have got gems of my life. Friends for life who I never thought would be even part of my story in life and a bunch of friends who taught me never ever worry about the other people’s comments, you are the owner of your life. You are the king and you do what you feel is right rest believe in destiny. Destiny never fails you to surprise with new beginnings, when one chapter of the story ends it just opens a fresh beginning of another one, just enjoy it.

Forget the Past, Learn from it, Life will gift you with a New Present🎁

May be if there was an award for being the worst daughter, then it would be me !!! Always mom would be in the hatred list from childhood.

But how much ever i hated her , how much ever i have argued with her, deep inside i also know at the end you feel peacefull when she keeps her hands over you and says ‘it will be alright, do not worry’.

We take her lightly, we do not take her emotions seriously never ever. But at the end whenever something goes wrong she is our last hope!!!

May be till now I do not understand value of her, may be I will when I become mother. The word itself when said has many emotions coming over but still people fail to understand it..

May be the world will go against but the only one person who would be standing beside me, that would be you MOM.

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