How important is spirituality in your life?

What is spirituality? I never got a constant answer from any of the sources for this. You live content with life with whatever you have unaffected by surrounding be it people or things around you, that is spirituality for me. I might be wrong here but for me that made sense.

To answer how important it is in my life, I do know it is really important but practically being that person for me looks impossible. I worry every moment when things do not go as I expected. I blame myself or try to be blaming someone else in mind for things not working out in my way. These things in me changed a lot as time went by, but still that inner self has the older self deeply rooted.

For me to be content with life, I need to feel satisfied with what I am now. And I do not think I have reached there. There are lots of unanswered questions in mind which maybe time will tell but it keeps on reminding like an old cassette playing the song repeatedly in broken voice when it gets stuck to the recorder.

But the question is, will we ever be satisfied? If you need to be following spirituality, satisfaction is one word which might be absent in there.